Category: Tom


Tom, 2012.


Audio Transcript:

Alright, Hi, my name’s Tom. I uh, I uh, spent a lot of time down Kensington using drugs off and on and um… Since last time I saw this guy- he interviewed me and my buddy when we were really into doing drugs but uh lately I’ve been um, I’ve been trying to keep myself together, I’ve been messing up, I’m on probation and all and I uh, I’ve been, I’ve been doing alright getting some clean time with Suboxones but I uh, I have been re-lapsing here and there, using uh, all different drugs but um, uh, I don’t know, things, things get good for a month and then you know you have some time on your hand, you get a couple bucks and you come down here and you get high, its like you just can’t seem to get ahold of it. Um, then when you get high you instantly regret it. You feel stupid for doing it, you wish you didn’t do it, but then soon as you as you get clean again you forget how bad it is getting high so you go and get high and its just the same vicious cycle. But um, yeah I don’t know it’s, it’s, it sucks really and it’s no fun in it, the fun was gone a long time ago but for some reason I keep falling into it. Uh, I just had a job that only lasted a couple months till I lost it because I would go to work sick, soon as I would get a couple bucks I would leave right away to go get high and my boss wasn’t happy about that so he had to let me go, now I’m trying to find another job and it ain’t working, I don’t know, um, yeah I just, I just can’t seem to get a grip on staying clean. Every time I try, I just mess up but yeah, hopefully, hopefully soon, I can end up getting ahold of it and then when I’m clean remembering that when I get high, instantly I regret it, so I’ll be able to keep myself clean.

See also: Kevin and Tom, 2010

Kevin and Tom

Kevin and Tom, 2010.

Audio Transcription:

Kevin (pictured left): I’m uh, an inner-city kid, my name’s Kevin. I, uh, I actually grew up in this neighborhood that I’m back down in now which is Kensington. I moved up to the North East and now I’m back running the streets down in Kensington. Addicted to uh heroin now but it started out as uh, uh a Percocet addiction. Percocet turned into Oxycontin, Oxycontin eventually turned into heroin, which turned into snorting uh powder cocaine. And then you find out when you shoot the powder cocaine that it’s a much bigger and better high. So now we’re shooting coke instead of snorting it and my life is a disaster. A living hell. Wake up in the morning, you don’t want to live no more, you just wish that when you go to sleep at night, its kinda crazy but you ask God not to wake you up in the morning. So… Imagine living like that. It’s kinda crazy. I’m uh, I’m 25 years old. 25 years old. Went to a private high school, top athlete in the city, first team all Catholic, soccer, baseball, uh, scholarships to Temple, Rhode Island, Arizona State, University Connecticut for baseball. I was in baseball showcases. That chopper is flying across from us, overtop of us, we call that the ghetto bird.  The ghetto bird is looking, uh surveillancing maybe for drugs, drug corners, drug blocks, watching people buying drugs, they’ll walkie-talkie to the police letting them know where the activity is going on and then they’ll run and sting the block. Umm… That’s uh, that’s how they do it. Umm… I was caught down here in a sting the other night. I wind up walking. Let me tell you a story about how crooked these cops are. I get caught in a sting. The sting is they uh, they go and they get buyers and they get the sellers. So here they had four buyers, I was one of the buyers but when I bought my drugs, I stuck my drugs in my ass, right so they didn’t find it. So I wasn’t positive for heroin. They take you to C and Allegheny, which is a Rite Aide, they put you in the paring lot, right, and they identify everyone that was positive for heroin which are the buyers and then they get the drug dealers who had the drugs and then they match the bags of heroin, there is a stamp on the bag, there are different names on the bags like Viagra, High Power you know different bags, so that’s how they match up and know that you bought the drugs off of them drug dealers. Anyhow, they didn’t find the drugs off me so when the cop let me outta the back of the cop car, took me outta handcuffs, there’s Suboxone, Suboxone are these orange pills, its like Methodone, they uh, they help you get off of drugs. So the cops had seized some Suboxone off another kid, but he had also had Heroin on him so the Suboxone’s on the back of the cop car. This cop took me outta the back of his cop car, told me to take the Suboxone, off the back of his car and told me to beat it dude, the cop gave me the Suboxone, it was crazy.

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